Monday, April 11, 2011

Conflicted

She feels so left out, but she's too strong to weep 
does anyone even give a damn.
or are they just putting an upfront charm?
She can't help wondering the same thing for weeks

Although friends are always by her side,
To whom can she actually trust to confide?
Perhaps everyone,
yet again maybe not even one.

She can't help but wonder,
it may just be better being a loner,
Then she thinks back of the fun times
and she starts to smile.

She's torn between,
happiness and sadness
which will be the side that wins?
A debate starts and her head's in a mess

A conclusion she'll never come to,
Cheers herself by blasting the stereos with beats to dance to
She'll just bite back retorts and tears,
Always being in a dilemma, just isn't for her

Why does she even care about all this?
Can't she just live life as it is?
head on her shoulders and feet firmly on the ground
Maybe she should stop caring so much about people around

All this said and done,
She's sort of on her own
pick herself up, from all the bits and pieces on the ground
get herself together and act like nothings wrong

No use being sad and moody
She takes a deep breath and takes it easy
Drowns herself with her favourite songs
Cause come on, it's just life and life goes on...


Signing out,
outcast